I've decided to give it a shot again, so hopefully I won't be "to be" for too much longer!
I emailed the panhellenic at my school and the girl in charge wrote back and was really nice and made me feel better about it.
I looked at some outfits today at the mall. I have some nice black dresses, but last year during the second round I was at a party wearing a black dress that has some roses printed into it, that flows nicely and was surrounded by the sisters all in black, and while at the time I felt like I had belonged, I realize now had I been wearing red or something not so matching I would have been noticed more I think.
Ah, 3 months from now it will be all over, I sure hope it's positive! I want to sing the little chant, and run down the hill into the sorority!!
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