HC I won't have access from home until prolly Thursday?
HC I know you are sleep by the time I get settled in at work?
HC I will hit you up probably on Thursday after I get everything fixed?
HC when a guy seems like he is doing everything right, you just seem suspicious?
HC I just do not want to believe that this new 'prospect' is all that he says he is?
HC let me rephrase, I DO want to believe it, but I can't?
HC maybe it's my blessing, I don't know?
HC he is spoiling me, and I kinda like it?
HC he seems kinda anxious though?
HC I think something is wrong with me?
HC he is doing everything right and I am still like
"yawn"?
HC I guess you can't really make yourself feel things prematurely?
HC I don't really want to do that anyway?
HC I know that this prolly doesn't make sense?
HC at least it does in my mind, LOL?