Just for the record (and for encouragement):
I rushed 3 times before I got home!
freshman year: dropped out because I was afraid to commit
Sophomore year fall: I LONGED to be a Sigma and was CUT!! so I dropped out (with only 3 houses to choose from, it's not uncommon)
sophomore year spring: was coaxed by sigmas I knew to come out for spring recruitmen (COB) and GOT MY BID!!!
It took a little pride swallowing and some courage, but it was WORTH it to stare at that card with my name on it and to have this pin over my heart. GO, do it. There's no way you'll get a bid if you don't rush
