Quite honestly....I'd be shocked

, upset

, sad

, and disappointed

. If the org. closed their doors, there's no way that I could just change my mind at the snap of a finger because this is something that I've wanted for SO LONG! I'd do what ever I could do to help that organization in whatever way I could. I know that there's no other org. for me and it's where my heart and love is so I'd just hope that one day they'd reopen their doors.