[True2me]

Trust me on this one, and some of my other sorority "sisters" can probably agree, our sorority adviser is a control freak. You have to do it her way. She will not listen to me or anyone else other than exec board. I want to stick it out for another year, and I'm trying. I can not go early alum, they won't let anyone do that anymore, nor will they let me take a leave of absence. The girl who is in control of my sorority right now is a very hypocritial person and only really likes the people in her "click." I feel sometimes that they don't want to help me grow as a person, but its more about "making the chapter's image look good." Half the time I don't see sisterhood, and recent alumni can say the same. The house is changed a lot since I pledged as every house will. It hurts when an incident happened (not an incident or event you would tell the whole world about) and only two sisters know about it or saw it, and happen to tell the whole Greek system, to the point when I have friends in other sororities and fraternities calling me to ask if it was true. I know that the Greek system is like high school. But to have your own sorority "sisters" spend the incident like a wild fire, hurts. I understand if this incident would spread like no other if it involved other fraternity sorority members, but within one's own house?? And only 2 girls knew??? It blows my mind sometimes.