[astroAPhi]

I went through a rough time where honestly, I wasn't very proud to be an Alpha Phi because I thought my chapter was treating me poorly. I stopped wearing letters completely, turned down offers by my parents to buy me a chapter guard for my birthday, etc.

Take some time to heal. Don't buy anything just yet.

I'd also get in contact with your national office. If they weren't consulted, then you should still be considered a member according to them.