Hey girl, I totally know how you feel! I've been in similar situations and worse ones
Just know that this is not the end of the world and that everything will turn out for the best in the end. Have you ever had a terrible experience, and you question why it happened to you but then in the end it leads to something good that you would've never imagined happening? This has happened to me plenty of times and I'm sure that you'll be just fine! Just remember to keep your head up and know that God loves you and he has his plan for you!
Hugs and prayers to you,
Sweetsista
PS. Email me after tomorrow (Monday) and let me know how the plan worked!!