I'm no longer in feeling the shade of blue. I've read all the posts and I just want to say thanks!! The kind word of so many intellegent black women and men was wonderful.
I know that your all right, but there is a deep need for some type of connection of the heart.
I have always experienced things late in life and I hate it. Like for instance it was only 2 years ago that I got a real Valentine gift. That seems insignificant and unreal to a lot of people when I tell them that, but it's true.
I just would like to experience some wonderful moments now instead of the future. So that I can look back on them when I'm older and say my days as a young woman was actually fun.
I probably presented myself to be a weird, lonely, and boring woman. I'm really not
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