Sarah, if you can arrange to visit the order this summer I think you should do so. That's the only advice I can give you, along with follow your head and your heart. It never hurts to take your time if you think you have questions--but it sure wouldn't hurt to go see them if you can over the summer.
Good luck! I know you'll make the right decision for you!
Roses,
C
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