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			Sarah, if you can arrange to visit the order this summer I think you should do so.  That's the only advice I can give you, along with follow your head and your heart.  It never hurts to take your time if you think you have questions--but it sure wouldn't hurt to go see them if you can over the summer.
 Good luck!  I know you'll make the right decision for you!
 
 Roses,
 C
 
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