Mizzkes,
Yes, people feel that way sometimes.
When my daughter was born, I counted fingers and toes, and everything was perfect. Any mother will tell you that the health of her child is her health.
When my daughter was 3 months old, I got a letter in the mail, telling me that my daughter had a chronic illness.
YOU DON'T HEAR ME, THOUGH. I GOT A LETTER IN THE MAIL. Nobody had the decency to call me into an office, or counsel my husband and I about the situation, just a cold, heartless letter.
I prayed for weeks on end while I waited for the results of the retest to come back. While I was praying, GOD told me that everything would be all right. I took that to mean that her results would come back negative. They didn't.
I was inconsolable. I not only thought that GOD had abandoned me, I thought HE had lied to me. I told GOD "to his face", that I still loved HIM, but I was mad at HIM, and I wasn't his friend. I still went to church, but felt.....nothing.
After about 8 months of being mad with GOD, I saw a special on 20/20 about a little boy who suffered from up to 100 seizures a day. My daughter has never had anything more serious than a common cold. I dropped to my knees and praised GOD. As the preacher says "IF I HAD 1000 TONGUES, I COULDN'T HAVE PRAISED HIM ENOUGH." It was a spiritual rebirth. GOD was right, everything was and still is okay.
1) Stay open and receptive
2) Rebuke the enemy at all his many turns
3) Put on your full spiritual armor
4) Be ready to fight the "GOOD FIGHT"
And rest assured that GOD will show you the way that HE wants you to deal with the circumstances in your life.
Miss. Mocha
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