UPDATE!!!!!!!!!
For those of you who were so supportive of my drama... THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And now, an update...
Alex and I are "friends," if you can call it that. We rarely talk and when we do, it's online and he's basically grilling me about the guys I talk to, etc. I think it's really funny when he says it's weird to think that I might be with someone else, and he got a little pissed when I told him that it was his fault that it's weird and that he put me in the position to do whatever I want. He tells me a bunch of BS, like the girl he's with is "just a friend with benefits" but then he tells my sister (and one of my best friends) that this new girl is his girlfriend. It cracks me up. He's a moron, but whatevs.
As for Mark... he hooked up with yet another one of my sisters and thought I didn't know. She thought I hated her when she found out I kinda liked him (I'm not- she didn't know about me and him), and she and I have been so close lately that Mark is a little freaked out. I confronted him on it and he tried to play it off that he "doesn't usually do stuff like hook up" and he's "only kissed 5 girls, ever." So I called him on it- "mark, you're telling me that of the 5 girls you've kissed, 3 of us were in the same room in one night, and a fourth was down the street?" That was fun. In a nutshell, Mark and I are cool now. We're friends, not interested in each other, but we have fun when we go out with all his roommates and my friends. He's someone I can talk to now, without having weirdness.
I'm all excited now bc. I ran into an old friend that I've always wanted to get involved with (he always felt the same), and he's now my date to my last formal! I'm so stoked bc. Alex and my other ex that I was with during college were NEVER excited about my formals and it always brought me down- but this guy, Rick, is so totally excited and that makes me thrilled!
Thanks again to all of you for your help and for allowing me to vent, bitch, cry, and complain!
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