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Ok, Mr. Michael sent another letter. Keep in mind that I haven't responded to the first (very friendly, non suggestive) letter yet. I sense he may get his feelings involved quickly. I thought I expressed clearly in the first letter that we could be friends and I sent him some encouraging words. Here is his letter:
Dearest,
It's Sunday and its raining very badly down here. I was laying in my bed looking out at the fence and I found my thoughts drifting to you. These feelings are mixed at this point, so please do not take offense to the things I'm going to explain herein. Being that my astrology sign is Leo you'll quickly learn that I believe in taking my destiny into my own hands. In my jungle I am the kind, and like any king who has not found his soulmate, I am in search of her! After I thought deeply on some of the things you expressed in your letter I decided to make a decision. I decided to approach this whole situation in a way that will kill all of the usual game playing.
Since placing my ad on that website, I have really been meeting all of the wrong women. That was until you came along. My hopes are always for the best, yet I often find myself expecting the worst. I intend to be absolutely honest with you throughout the duration of our friendship, and I sincerely hope that you intend on doing the same. I can only imagine the complexities you endure trying to find common ground when communicating with friends and associates. It's especially difficult when you must interact with so many different personalities. I myself experience this here in prison daily.
I have often had dreams of meeting an individual whom I could build a strong foundation in life with. In my younger days I use to play some of the games that foolish people all end up playing. Now that I'm more mature those type of games no longer hold any importance to me. I want security. I want stability within my life and family structure. You have not said exactly what has attracted you to me. I want to know if your interest is sincere. Because of my situation I know from past experiences that being without often causes one's feelings and emotions to be very delicate. This is the case with me. I feel we need to establish an understanding with each other early on. I wish to make it known that I find you beyond attractive in both the mental and physical aspects, yet I'm ultimately scared of growing too attached to you. I just want you to be aware of where my head is at coming into this.
As I've mentioned you possess all of the qualities that I directly come to associate with my ideal woman. I have been no stranger to hurt in this lifetime, but I have learned a great deal from it.
I would like to know everything there is to know about you and then some. If you feel the same about me do not hesitate to ask any questions I solemnly pledge to answer honestly. Well I just wanted to touch basis with you and these issues as well as let you know how much you were on my mind. Take care and continue to reflect your positive light my way! I do hope to here back from you soon
Sincerely,
Michael
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