ok....so...hadn't heard from ol' boy since i cancelled, so i thought i had severely damaged the ego, or he realized he was indeed NOT interested...however, LAST NIGHT he IMed me....asking me to COME OVER. it was after one, so ya know....i called him out on the booty call and he was like, "nonono.....you won't be disappointed....we'll hang out"...riiiight. yo' isht might hang out, but that's about it.

so, i was like, "maybe another night" b/c i'm kinda crushin on someone else, so ya know.....i ain't no skank......but he kept on and kept on....then he was like, "another night? how about saturday?" i was like, "uh....i have to see what's going on, but i'll get back to you on that"....he was obviously a lil tipsy so i am hoping he forgets we talked at all. he's supposed to call me tomorrow...thank heaven for caller ID.
my problem with this guy now goes beyond me thinking he's too pretty for me. it now stems from the fact that he knows some ppl from my high school....he was friends with the well-known players and the guys who were kinda known for being....i dunno....cocky and kinda jerk-esque. i don't really wanna deal with that....esp. if he does see me and realizes i'm not a size 2. remember, we met at a party.....he could've been sportin the beer goggles......not busted, not fat, but i do have some junk in the trunk...voluptuous is a good word i once heard

, so. he may like that, he may not....he may be a nice guy, he may not. knowing the kind of company he keeps, and the fact he would straight up BOOTY CALL me (online, no less....not even on the phone like a NORMAL skank) after not talking to me for 3 wks, though, makes me question. plus the fact i already dig someone else....is there a point, anymore? did i answer my own question? hmmm....