[PM_Mama00]

So the guy that I like (not the Italian)... I've been hanging out with him more lately, but not one on one. Seriously if he doesn't know that I like him by now then I don't even know what to think. And if he does know that I like him, he either likes me back or is just being really cool about it. His friends are awesome too. I am DYING to tell his friend, but I really think it's gona ruin things if he finds out right now (if he doesn't like me back). Ugh I hate this cuz every conversation is great and we have fun when we hang out. There was a lil bit of drama the other nite when we hung out cuz my friends are just stupid sometimes, but really if he even GAVE me a chance I'd be doing backflips. He is the sweetest guy... well at least to me but he has reason to not be sweet to a few of my friends.

I do have to give the disclaimer that if he doesn't like me, our friendship is really cool and I'd want to keep it that way. I hate when feelings get in the way of friendships and screw them up. Who else could I drunk dial and sing weird things to?