To God: PLEASE don't turn your back on me. I know that I am not the most devout or faithful person on the earth. I may not pray all the time. Just know that I do need you. I want to do better, but I know that I don't put in much effort. I know that things test my faith all the time and I have to admit, I often fail. However, that is not what I want to do. I need you. I want to tell you in front of everyone. I need you. Just guide me. Through you, all things are possible. With that said, I know that its possible for you to make me into the woman that I need and want to be.
To ALL of my GC Peeps: Send some inspirational thoughts my way. I am
really trying to lose weight. I am trying to become a FLY GIRL!!
It is rough and tough and the Devil keeps getting into my head. he keeps telling me that I can't do it. I get discouraged and stop and I KNOW that I can be better. Stay on my back!! If you see me posting to much, tell me to get off of my a** and GO WORK OUT!!!
I'm serious!! I need that. I am trying to make it I have a long way to go and I need all the support that I can get!
To D.T.: I took a shout and looked you up in the Hotmail directory. I e-mailed you and you wrote back. Although it was one sentence, it was still something. Now, you asked for my phone # and I hope that you call me. I am trying to stop liking you, but I don't know if it will work. We'll see.
To my "boss": You are a tired, raggedy, low down, no good, arrogant, disgusting, sorry excuse for a man. I hate your guts. I will not let you ruin my day, week, moth, year, or life. I am happy. Life is good. You make me sick. GOD IS GOOD and he is on my side!! I KNOW this!! Trust me, your day will come....
To ME: DON'T give
ANYONE the power to steal your joy!! You are wonderful, beautiful, and intelligent. You have the power to do anything that you set your mind to. No one and nothing is too good for you. You determine your own worth. Stay true to yourself and know that God is not going to let you down. Things happen, but you have to hold fast to what is true. God Loves You!!!
Whew! I feel GOOD!!!!
Time to go work out!