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Wow, this is a tough topic....
Suicide is not the answer. Take how you are feeling about your breakup and multiply that by one million and you now have how your friends and family would feel if something happened to you. You wouldn't want to put any undeserved pain on your family for such an awful mistake, would you?
You are a good person. People love you for who you are. Who cares if you are always the dumpee and not the dumper?!? These guys just don't know what they are missing out on. I noticed that you are roughly around my age....it takes time, especially while in college, to find a mature boyfriend who is ready for what you appear to be ready for. So many of my friends have recently been engaged also. But you know what? These are the same girls that won't go anywhere without their boyfriends and they are missing out on so much of their college experience because of their decisions. I think that they are going to regret their choices, and probably won't make it the wedding date because they will realize the mistake they have made. Basically, don't worry about other people getting engaged...your time will come and you will be ready.
Give your medicine a little time to kick in. I hope it works for you and I hope you try to look at the brighter side of life.
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