God bless you INAMILLION for your commitment to Christ and to doing His will. I am sure that it won't be easy, but we must learn to let go and let God! I will be praying that His will be done in you and in your situation.
CuRiOuSiTy, your P.S. hit the nail on the HEAD! I was recently in a study where my pastor said we sometimes miss the lessons that God is trying to teach us by blaming the devil! He gave the example of always running late and how if he missed a plane he would said "God must've not (I know that's not correct English--but that's what he said!) wanted me to be on the plane" or "The devil is trying to steal my joy!" Naaawwwwwww! How 'bout the Lord is trying to tell you to pack the night before! How 'bout the Lord is trying to tell you that if you know it takes 20 minutes to get to the airport don't leave the house 15 minutes before your plane is due to take off!!
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