Mocha, I feel ya girl. I can tell you this, once you begin to work on your spiritual self the Devil tries to come in heavily and works overtime to steal your joy. It has been a hard road for me and I continue to struggle each day.
Sisterfriends I don't mean to come in the forum and sorta flip the topic but I felt comfortable enough to speak from my heart. AKA2D I meant to tell you that I thought your words were really inspiring
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Mocha if you ever need to chat about this more, your can always e-mail me. My internet ear and heart is always open
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