SSS, I admire you for your convictions! Bless you!
But, you will wake up everyday and have nothing to look forward to as the day goes along!
Now, if you were a professional, that is a horse of a different color!
Is that the right analogy? No birds of a feather doesnt apply here!
Dogs and fleas?
Need helpo, no not alpo dammit!
SSS, I worry about your well being and frame of mind! You sound sane, and if that is the case, you should not be on this site!
I have my own shrink who comes in once a week and buys cigs and we talk! She laffs and says Tom, you are Crazy, I tell Her, Hell Doc, I know that so what!
I will see her in about 4 days!