Jaaaaaames, shut up! I'm going through the same thing, and I'm just going to ignore your posts from now on!
Just kidding. But I really am going through this "crisis," too...I'm moving to another country (I think), and I have no idea how long for, which really bums me out because DZ is just sort of a way of life for me and I don't want to give it up! I won't even have my damn truck with the DZ sticker in the back window.
I realize that this is really sad and that I ought to be excited, so don't make fun of me.