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Ok so...I've been apart of a local sorority for 2 years now and when I was a new memeber it was a goal of the older girls to one day affiliate with a National Sorority. Now that we have actually somewhat started that process, we are associate members of panhellenic, our younger girls dont want to go through with it. They have only been active for a semester or 2 and to me that havent seen the hardships that go along with being local.
In the meantime i have become really god friends with girls form one of the national sororities on our campus and the thought has crossed my mind to drop my local and become apart of this national. Now maybe its just a phase but at the same time its driving me crazy. I love my girls and all but i feel that its not what i am anymore. Maybe i'm just in my own world right now but i really dont know what to do.