I started my process thinking I knew what I was getting into, but of course... After the first night I refused to let myself down. I had already experienced some crazy things and giving up was a way of telling myself I was not as strong as I thought. Don't take me wrong, not being able to take the whole process does not make anyone less of a person but, I always thought there were going to be things in life, some that I might not like and had to face, sooo, I included pledging into one of them. There was also the fact that the whole campus already knew I was on... THE FIRST SOLO IN MY CHapter, i was making history!!!!!Please, I was not going to turn back.
AND.... THERE WERE MY SANDS!!!! My babies of Phi Beta Sigma Fraternity, inc. Damn I LOVE THOSE BOYS!!!! We went thru soo much together, and when it was over.... all we did was laugh at the little things we let stress us.
I KNOW IT IS HARD... BUT TAKE IT ONE DAY AT THE TIME. after all was said and donE, i realized that since the first night I was already...
INVICTUS
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