[SapphireSphinx9]

KTBug~

Depression is a tough subject to brouch... And so are eating disorders. But I'm going to be honestly blunt...

You need to talk with your therapist. Tell her the truth. Don't feel worried that she will be disappointed, or mad at you for lying to her. She needs to know what's going on, so that she can help you.

Take your meds! Please listen to us when we tell you this... There are reasons, and I won't mention them on the board, why you need to take them... Why anybody needs to take them. If you need to put post it notes all over your room, so you can remember to take them... Then do it. Do whatever it takes so you can remember them... (hell I have a problem with waking up in the morning... Now I have three alarm clocks placed at different spots in my room! that get's me up)

And finally, You're beautiful! I understand that stress and depression add to the feeling of not wanting to eat... But I know that a big part of anorexia is how you view yourself. Like I said before, you're beautiful! Have you listened to Christina Aguilera's song called "beautiful"? You should make that your anthem. Sing it as loud as you can.... And believe it!
Like with the meds, you have got to eat. Lemme put it to you this way, would your car work if it didn't have gas? Bodys are the same way. You need to eat, to give your body fuel. It's going to be hard at first, but start off small. Babysteps.

There's more I would like to say... But I think I've said enough for now. Please do what's right for your health... I hope that you feel comfortable in PM'ing anyone on this board... We all love you, and want what's best for you.

PSLAM~Beth