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ktbug,
Don't ever say that you don't know if you wanna be here anymore. There are always people who love and care for you, even if they don't always show it. I am sorry that you feel as if you aren't apart of your chapter anymore. Several of my sisters felt that way a few years ago, but somehow they managed to overcome their feelings and remain in the chapter. If I were you, I would try to discuss this matter with your Sapphire Sister, or another sister that you are close with. If they are your sisters, they should be able to listen to you and assist you in your troubles. I would also discuss this with your Risk Management Chair or even your chapter advisor. Let people know how you are feeling...it will help get the weight off your shoulders.
Even though you are busy with school, don't forget to make time for yourself. Go to the gym, take a walk, go shopping...do things for yourself. Sometimes when I am stressed, I find myself writing letters to people expressing my feelings and thoughts. I would never give these letters to anyone, but it helps to get the feelings out on paper.
I don't know if any of this will help you, but I wanted to let you know that there are people out there for you. Please PM or email me if you need any help. I will try to help you...after all, I am a Risk Management Advisor!!!
Hope you are feeling better,
Jadey
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