HC today was the first day that I
should have been at clinicals and instead I was home.
HC I feel like I am fine about it?
HC I have said my prayers and given it much thought?
HC I am okay, it's not as bad as it seemed at first?
HC at first I wanted to give up and leave my school, because I felt like each semester it's something different and they just don't want me there?
HC I heard from some of my classmates who dropped, due to grades, that "Oh they are so racist, oh this...oh that"?
HC even if they are racist...I was doing well?
HC next semester I just have to be on point?
HC not give them a reason?
HC I know that I want to be a nurse, that I am meant to be a nurse?
HC I will not let them break my spirit.
HC since I had some free time today, (I usually go straight to school after work on Mondays until 4:30), I started with my personal trainer today?
HC he kicked my butt?
HC he set me up on one machine, kinda a mix between a rower and a leg press...
HC my dumbself...he set me up on the machine and said 10 minutes, and I will be right back...
HC he came back and I was like this is easy, he said you don't feel the burn yet?
HC I said "No"
HC he cranked up the resistance and it was like I was lifting bricks!
HC he said "I bet it's burning now...10 more minutes!"
HC
HC 3 hours later, I am still 'feeling the burn'.
HC shoulda kept my mouth shut!
HC I feel so good about myself right now.
HC?