Lana,
I know it's none of my business, but by posting it here you sort of made it all our business.
First, I want to say that by making it your goal to get married right after college... you are sort of setting yourself up for an unhappy marriage. Instead of waiting for the right person, you would just take what comes along to meet your timeline? Don't do that, you'd be selling yourself short. And, as someone who just graduated from college, I can tell you that you'd be missing out on a lot of fun.
Second, by making it your goal to get married, you probably freak boys out a little. They can sense this stuff and when you start getting all relationship-y real quick, they want like it unless they are ready for that.
Third, I think you should take this time to focus on yourself instead of on this boy and on "being friends.' Think about what you really want... you may realize he's not it.
Good luck...
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