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alphasig girl i know exactly how you feel. me and this guy have been seeing each other since thanksgiving. and i have known the boy since i was 5 we grew up together in a really small town. well i hadn't seen him since we graduated in 98 and when we ran into each other we just hit it off.. i also think it was a comfort thing. and just like you i tried to tell him in the beginning becuase we live 4 hours away from each other when i am in school but i told him i expected a lot and other things about me that would have probably scared someone off ( i over react to everything) but i tried to warn him if he wasn't in it to be for real then lets not start anything. well we did and almost 4 months later we are barely speaking to each other. he just stopped calling and i was always complaining about things he didn't do. i know some of it is my fault but i am not taking all the blame. he obviously isn't worth it and if he is then it will happen.
and like you said much better to end now then know 2 years from now. he graduates in may and is moving to myrtle beach for a job and when i graduated in december we had talked about me going there to live with him.. that was a pretty stupid idea and thank god i did not actually do it...
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