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Yes there are two sides to the story. let me make it clear also that I told him I would try not to complain as much, but needed him to make an effort. He lives an hour away so often I would go stay at my parents house bc he lives near them, we would have plans to go out, but then he'd fall asleep or something would come up and they'd be canceled. I understood the first few times, but after awhile it gets hold. BTW-I don't have a car, so it wasn't like I could just go right back to my apt and hang out with my girlfriends. I have know Jason for 9 years, well I haven't seen him those whole 9 years and obvioiusly he is different from when he is 13, so maybe I expected more from him because I was comfortable with him. Anyway I am feeling better-- moments of sadness do creep by, but my friends have been super supportive. I also realize that I was unhappy too (as stated earlier). So maybe it is for the best even though it hurts and I thought I could make it work. But better to quit now than date him for 2 yrs and then find out he doesn't want me( that would really piss me off--cuz then I'd feel I wasted my time).
Oh yeah-- when Jason and I talked when we first got together-- I made sure to inform him that I was high maintenance (when it comes to relationships) I said that I need to spend time with my guy etc--obviously not every freaking minute bc that would drive me nuts. SO he knew from the beginning that I wanted a lot from him. Maybe my expectations are too high.
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