i'm a lamda chi alpha at SMU in Dallas. As a Junior i'm also going through the exact same thing. But if I learned one thing its this. People will come and go. Just like when you go to bar, a school or even church there are going to be people that you meet and will like and keep up with. Don't stay at the same bar for ever, people have to graduate, they have to move on. If you had a great pair of years maybe you should leave it at that. Wow, I feel like I'm talking to myself. There is a lot to do, just don't do nothing. A good 20+ hours can be spent doing other things, and we can't forget that. We're winners, we are because we got in in the first place, we're likable people, and we're winners because we are contimplating and concerned about our future. Please think about it hard. But remember you're really not going to be doing something bad, its not a bad thing. good luck with all your endevors!