I felt the same thing as ADPiViolets my sophomore year, but now I'm starting to feel it again.
This time, I don't really think it's the sorority that's bothering me--it's just that I have a 20-hour class load this semester so I can graduate, I have two jobs, and I'm in an honor society that I'm neglecting (which I feel bad about). I want to be as involved with my chapter as I was the year I joined, but lately, when I get out of class and all my homework is done, I just want to sit on my arse and unwind. I also like to spend time with my family, as I'm going to be going abroad in two months and won't see them for a long time, so that takes away from time I spend at the sorority house too. I am thankful that my chapter has less than its share of drama, but sometimes the pettiness really gets to me...I'm so fed up with hearing, "Guys, if you don't show up, you're getting fined." Fined, my a**! Fining is the absolute worst--it's the only thing that really gets me riled up about my chapter. A big Greek event is coming up in a week, and I feel a little guilty because I haven't been staying up til midnight working on decorations or that I haven't been really involved thus far as I was in previous years. I feel like I'm sort of outgrowing it--I'm so ready to get out of this school, but I am determined to make the most of this last semester...it's just that I need a little motivation.
