It truly is a phase--- You are approaching a point in your life where there are other things that require your attention. You are close to the end of your college career-- you focus on "real life" things--not petty dramas and all that goes with living with a bunch of girls.
Take a breather, relax, enjoy the time you have--it really will be over soon enough, and once it is over--you will want it all back.
Don't worry about the pettiness of it all---one day you will sit back, reflect and it will be refreshing on how life could be so simple.
I think it is normal to get this way-- as most do, you have probably dedicated your heart and soul to your organization--burn out happens.
Your love, respect, and all those feeling you had when you were "younger" will resurface one day.
I know from personal experience that I was the same way my senior year--couldn't wait for it to be done. Now looking back, I question why I did not enjoy it more--live it up. But after a few years out of school--I am very involved and love every second of it. I have sisters that I talk to everyday--we are a huge part of each others lives--but it took a few years apart to get us there. It took us getting over our hurt feelings and everything that goes with being so dedicated.
Best of luck!!
wendi
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