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Is This Normal?
Okay, I'm going to Cali over Spring Break. I went to go buy my ticket and I just got nervous.
This is weird because I love flying. It's the best feeling. But since friggin' 9-11, I've been scared of going anywhere on a plane. And even worse, I worry if there's any Arabic-looking people. I know that they have supercharged methods of checking baggages and such. But I am fearful of it all the same.
When I went home over Christmas break, I closed my eyes and started breathing hard and since you can't play music until the plane is in the air. I thought I was going to throw up or something because of not being able to know if I would live to make it to my destination.
And I feel ugly being discriminative over who flies on the plane because I love all people.
Should I seek counseling?
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