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MTSU- that's my whole problem. If he's really feeling bad and genuinely sorry, who am I to de-rail whatever self- progress he's doing? And of course we've all said things we didn't mean.
But the thing is, (and maybe you have to know him to see this) everything is done with his best interest in mind. Who knows, maybe he just wants my notes or something. Maybe he's afraid he'll look bad in front of my friends if he acts like the shithead he really is.
Either way, my dilemma was between having a heart and saying I forgive him,, and standing my ground and being like, I have no room for you in my life. I just wanted to make sure I wasn't making the wrong decision.
I truly believe that people can make mistakes and learn from them, but in this case I just don't think he really cares. I miss the friend he used to be, but sometimes you have to be selfish, you know??
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