dipples-

alright, i'm not jumping to conclusions but you said in the "motivational" post (don't know how to quote this the right way)--

"When I had to go through my process, everyday I was wishing it to be over that month seemed like 3 and 4 but I stand focusand prayed every night asking God to keep me strong and he did and what happen is that I became more powerful mentally, physically and spirtually."

So, doesn't that mean you are ALREADY a member of an organization? What gives? Please explain. Also, you might want to check your spelling and grammar before you post. I have a feeling all responses will be negative simply because of how you phrased your question.