I guess it's true that I obviously want something. I like her enough to not have to want to fight for her affection. I can sell myself well enough, I'm a scholarship athlete and I'm vice president of my chapter so that says good things about me I guess that I can handle everything I can. I guess the biggest problem is the time crunch. I don't have a lot of time to invest in it.
And like I said before, I know the other guy. He's not a boob or anything, really nice guy, good friend of mine, just kind of airheaded. The only thing he can offer her that I can't is more free time with her. She said she didn't want anything serious, I really don't either. I obviously care, but it's hard to say what I want. Maybe a monogamous booty call? Who knows. I'm a senior though and she's a freshman so she needs to experience what college has to offer. But at first she though I wanted something serious that would settle her down. I think we're starting to understand each other better. I just don't want to compete for someone's affection and I already told her I'm not a consolation prize.
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