Often times, seeing a counselor or other mental health professional has stigma attached to it. However, mental health is just like physical health....both need to be taken care of.
From someone with a counseling background, I would encourage you to speak to someone with professional training. A therapist/counselor can help you see things from a different perspective and help you decide what you can do about your life situation.
If you don't have that resource available to you, talk to your pastor, a family member, mentor, or other person you trust.
I am going to go out on a limb here and suggest that, by the fact that you've posted a message on this forum, you are in effect saying that you want to get help.
I think you are courageous for asking about this and hope you will soon be moving in a positive direction.
.....Kelly
