[AngelPhiSig]

Okay, most of you know that I am still in school and became alumna of Phi Sigma Sigma for many reasons, mainly financial, this past semester.

It was a long and difficuly decision and I still wrestle with it. I know that I would be leaving and taking status next semester anyway, but I really really miss just being active... like knowing things and greek week and such. I just feel so distanced and so lonely seeing that many chapter members dont see me, and dont talk to me (at the moment, I havent talked to my little for a long time) I see my three little and the sisters I have classes with, but Im busy. I dont know if anyone else is a recent alum and really missing active life. I want to stay involved with the chapter, but I know some sisters would say that I went alum for reasons and that I shouldnt be going to everything and "pretending" to be active.

Thoughts:
I have had a lot of expierence in the sorority and concider myself valuable to the chapter... why dont they appriciate me?

APPRICIATE your years as an ACTIVE sister/brother, they rock, even if they seem like they suck!



I think one of the reasons I started BSP here in Clarion was because I needed that "active/social" feeling... hmmm

Oh well... its 5am and IM at work...