i am having serious thoughts about being in a sorority. i dont think that i am a very social person. i mean i want really want to be in a sorority because i miss being around a group of girls. it has been a LONG time since i hung out with girls that were my friends. i miss that. but i am afraid of being disappointed. i am afraid of having myself open to people. in case you are wondering, i put 110% of loyality and dedication in anything i do. so i wouldnt be a discredit to any particular organization. i dont know. i guess i am also afraid of change. i am just so scared about going into the unknown. i am not saying that i want to have a group of friends so that i can be popular, because i will take one. i just want someone who will be there for me like i will for them.
oh, and tonight i am going to a sister's apartment for a sorority get together to watch dawson's creek.
lol...i am not exactly a dawson fan, but i like the thought of being with some sisters.
