Hello again. Thank you for your reply AchtungBaby80. I will keep you posted on what is going on. It is just so hard

We are having Risk Management issues and no one else seems to see it. I feel like the Jimminy Cricket of the chapter.
I think things within the chapter are not all bad, but sometimes it feels like an abusive relationship. I will come home from a meeting and just be so frustrated and say I am not going to try anymore and then I will get an email from one of the members and it makes me feel a little better, only to be upset again later on. I really don't know what to do