The story with me and my big started out really funny. When we were matched up and the new member ed person called my big and told her that she got me she was totally shocked. Everyone was afraid that I wouldn't like her. She was really afraid that I hated her. I had never given her that idea because I had only talked to her a couple of times. When I found out who she was I was really excited. Everyone was so relieved that I was happy with her.
The rest of that semester was great. We spent every afternoon with each other, doing homework, having dinner, just hanging out. Well this semester she moved off campus and she has totally changed. I hardly ever see her. She is either working, studying, with her roomate (who I can't stand) and she never has time for me. She thinks that if we eat lunch once a week that we are hanging out. I guess I just expected more out of our friendship than she did.
She was in the sorority 3 years before she got a little. I am starting to believe that she just likes the idea of having a little, not really wanted me. I might just be too sensitive, oh well.
Anne Marie
Sorry for rambling on so much...
