I went through my last rush as an active back in August, and it was so weird. I always thought it would be really sad for me and I'd cry my eyes out a lot, but I didn't...Pref was the only day that my eyes got a little misty (but that's because our Pref this year was absolutely wonderful!). I pledged during my chapter's very first formal rush after recolonization, and it's so strange to look back and see how the group has grown and changed. I still feel like a little kid, but to our newest members, I'm OLD because I remember the days when we were still a colony!
