I sat here at work and read every single one of the post (shows how much work I do) and I can say that I am truly feeling better! I could have sworn that I was the only one in the world with the issues that I have (on and off again relationship, being rushed to the alter, rushing to the alter), but after reading this I feel that I’m not alone. I am in one Hades of a situation. I have an on again off again relationship with one person that I think that I truly love
(hard)and one with someone who wants to hurry up and marry me but I feel like we are not ready for that (or him). Confused yet?
I am! My mind tells me that I should just walk away from it all...but my heart tells me different. Never the less I will keep doing what I do. But I can honestly say that I am learning how to just be happy with me... it's a hard lesson to learn. One quote that helps is "The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy."
-Martin Luther King, Jr.