HC yesterday I did something I never thought I would do?
HC I had to come tell you all the story?
HC my 'significant other' was over my house a few days ago just chillin...
HC when he left, I pressed redial on the phone to call my sister back to trip out about something...
HC the phone started dialing all of these numbers?
HC when I looked at the screen, it was the voicemail number, plus his phone number, plus his passcode?
HC those numbers were burned into my brain at that very second, though I tried to forget them?
HC I fought with myself for 3 days to forget those numbers?
HC last night my curiosity got the best of me?
HC I did something I thought I would never do...check my man's messages!
HC his 'ex' was on there asking him to call her...how come this other 'unidentified' female was on there asking him to call her (although both of these messages weren't incriminating and could be explained)
HC there was also a message on there from this 'gal' saying "hey baby, I was just calling to say hey because I miss you so much, I guess I was out when you called, but give me a call later...I miss you and I love you, and I hope I can see you later"
HC WHAT THE FLLLLLLLUCK???
HC did I also tell you that she said she LOVED him?
HC did I also tell you that this heffa sounded mysteriously NON-Black?
HC I am
HC I can't approach him directly because I had no business checking his messages, and I got what I was looking for
HC I know now, and I am not upset as I thought I would be...
HC that must be a sign?
HC I am more mad that he has been lying, because he and I have been through some SERIOUS Shiznit lately, and though i am not mad...it's more of a dull hurt that makes me nauseous
HC stuff like this happens to me, I am nice person, HC HC HC???
HC I don't know how to handle this?