I had been told by a former doctor of mine that I wouldn't be able to conceive easily. Because of this, I had convinced myself that I didn't want children and was extremely adamant about it. I knew that I didn't want children and would never change my mind.
About a month and half ago, I started feeling very sick and didn't know what was going on with me. I went to see my doctor and was told that he couldn't find anything wrong with me. After changing my doctor...twice, I was finally tested and told that I was about 8 weeks pregnant.
My initial reaction was SHOCK (in its purest form!). Then I became overjoyed and excited at the realization that I had been given this gift. I discovered that the entire time I was swearing up and down that I didn't want children, deep down inside...I really did! I'm due in April and can hardly wait to meet him/her!!!
UKAXO, I am in no way doubting your sincerity in your decision to not have children. I applaud you for admitting that you don't think you'd be mother material and deciding not to bring a child into your life under that circumstance. However if you ever change your mind, no one will think less of you! Oh and btw, I really love the well-behaved children too!!!
