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I'm sorry you are not making friends You sound like a really sweet girl. I would be your friend I've noticed your posts are so sweet and encouraging of late. So nice of you!
Honey, may I suggest a book too. The Magic of Believing by Bristol. If you read and digest it, it can help you understand some concepts that influence different aspect of our lives. I am a firm believer in the ideas and approaches it presents.
You have an inCREDIBLE amount of bad luck and negative things come into your life. Sometimes our own way of thinking draws them to us and we don't even realize it. Stay where you are. three2tango-I think you should stay though. It is good for us to go through rough experiences while we are young because we are more able to cope with them.
You wrote-My little sis has 2 adopted bigs now, so she never emails me, but she will call me when she isdown, but never to see what is new with me or how i am doing. i would call her and I did, but she was always busy or uninterested in talking, but i no longer have a cell phone, so i don't call her. Your world is a thousand miles from hers. She is doing her thing as you are doing yours. Yet it's YOU she turns to when she needs to talk. That says a lot about her trust in you. Apartment buddies are great, but you DO need to expand your circle. Everyone needs their own friends as well as space. Living with someone can become uncomfortable if ALL your social activities are intertwined as well. Take heart and use this time to discover who YOU really are and learn how to bring out the best in the people you come in contact with. (Another good book-Bringing Out the Best in People.)
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