I did not sign my bid card--I withdrew from rush. (It seems like so many rush threads have unhappy endings lately!!)
I was hoping that would give me a chance at an open bid (snap bid) because the RC's said that there would probably be a lot of houses doing that. I did not get a call.
So I guess the whole sorority idea is over for me. I can't do COB because that's not until the spring, and by then I'll be almost a junior so it's pointless. The only thing I can think of is that sometimes houses that need more girls do a small informal rush after formal rush is over, so I'll keep my eyes open for that but I'm really discouraged right now and I'll probably be too embarassed to show up to a house AGAIN when it's already obvious that they don't want me.
You all have been so supportive of me, and I really appreciate that more than words can say. I wouldn't have even gone through rush if it weren't for all of you.