ohhh sweetie- trust me babe when I say i know how you feel... this was my 3rd time rushing (oh yeah) and again similar things happened... i was cut by many houses i thought i liked and was really only invited back to one house i liked for pref... but i decided to go and give it a chance, and actually had fun at the house that wasn't really my favorite... so this year, i didn't suicide- i figured i would go where i was meant to go and give it a chance- luckily i ended up in my fav. house and am so happy now- please, just give pref a chance- you may be surprised at the house you're not too fond of... also, if you don't end up joining a house- there are so many other things you could get involved in, and so many things to be happy about w/ yourself- you really are an awesome girl, and i agree w/ others when they say it's their loss if they can't see that... good luck babe and I'm so proud of you and all your strength!
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