I just couldn't do COB. I've already rushed before and I would look so pathetic if I rushed AGAIN when clearly none of these girls like me.
I don't even think I want to go tonight. My heart isn't in this at all anymore. I might as well just return my new dress and move on with my life.
It's just not fair. I was so excited for this and all my hopes were shattered. I just don't know what's so horrible about me that makes none of these sororities want me.
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