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Rush is still stressful. The best part about it is honestly really really great- the girls who have showed up are awesome and I feel like we're developing wonderful connections with wonderful women. The bad part is that there's only like 4 of those girls total. I know we shouldn't feel like we have to compete with anyone, but its frustrating when I see the sheer number differences between our organization and the others on campus. Marissa from AZD emailed me and asked for our address...I don't have any clue whether that is indicative of something good or bad, so I've given up trying to guess. I just am whining because I want things to be easy for once...I know that isn't logical, and nothing I'm doing is even THAT difficult, but rush reminds me of how much we have left to do and it stresses me out. Tomorrow we're having dinner for the rushees at our house- which is, by the way, not an official chapter house, but 4 of us live here and we have meetings and events here, so maybe it is the chapter house, I dunno. More later.
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