[hoosier]

Check with the other pledgees.

If several of them feel like you do, you have a chance to change from the inside.

If they were also told "no hazing" during rush, they may feel like you do.

In my experience, I suffered horrible things as a hazing victim along with my fellow pledges and 18/19 year old boys, cause we wanted to be in the house.

When the pledge trainer said "do this" we followed like sheep, and if the other 15 guys start stripping when he said to, it takes a very confident person to say "goodby".

We occasionally had a pledge drop out, usually the day after some hazing event - but never in front of the others.